Am i having freesom yet ? Well , of course not . Freesom as in among my friends ? Nope .

i dont know how to talk to her or even tell her about this . Whenever i want to do something , i had to think is it okay for you to let me do that . If i dont think about it , i will get into a fight . Its always a cycle to it . Since last year i had this situation and its driving me crazy . I felt that i cant get out of this situation . All my friends didnt know how to help me as they said that this problem is damn hard . There's no way out . I am sick & tired of it . I wish God can blow this matter out of my head . I'm lost , I had soo mush thinking and trying to solve it but in the end , BLANK ... D:

I Just Wish It Will End